From waiting for others to being at ease
This is a sample intuitive reading of a soul who is desiring inner faith, trust, and confidence, and through that create a life of peace. The series of psychic images depicts the journey of her moving from the pattern of being burdened by the need to “wait” for others in her relationships and to finally creating a life of ease.
As you can see here, Spirit (aka her Higher Self) first showed me an image of a woman squatting over, like in a basketball passing stance waiting for the “ball” to pass over her. To me, this means that no matter what she does, this particular soul feels like she has to wait around for others to finally be on “par” with her, and honestly she is tired of it.
Practically speaking, this can look like waiting for men to change their action, and so finally see/value her in terms of romantic relationships. It can also look like staying in one sided relationships where she continues her commitment even though her needs/desires being unmet and unreciprocated.
This pattern of “waiting” can also appear in other parts of her life, such as in work relationships where she overcompensates and waits for others to notice her. Or in terms of family relationships where she feels like her energy is being drained because the other person dismisses her boundaries and emotional needs.
Her soul was spoke through me where she said “I am tired of waiting around for someone to see, acknowledge, and value me. I am tired of always having to go the extra mile. I want them to see what I actually need deep down without me having to always tell them.”
Upon further analysis, I saw that this inner burden of “waiting” was happening because of her unconscious tendency to look “nice,” kind, and sweet to others. There is nothing wrong with being nice and kind of course, but the problem is when we feel like we can ONLY be loved, adored, or be valued when we are being the extra kind woman.
Spirit then showed me an image of how she developed this pattern in her childhood. The image appeared like that of her (on the left) and her caretaker (on the right) where she felt herself being overprotected (symbolized by an image of a hat) for the fear of outside people harming her (symbolized by a snake).
This created a pattern of “dependency,” a false belief that says “other people knows better than me” which leads her to waiting. The constant warning of fear and overprotection also made her be extra “obedience” to others, through being the “nice” girl out of the fear that they may disapprove her or be in conflict with her otherwise.
Altogether, it was revealed that it was the fear of triggering an authority in charge that was creating the need to be a “nice” girl and therefore, the pattern of having to wait for others. To heal that, Spirit (aka her Higher Self) wanted to send healing messages to her such as that of:
You can be as loud as you like
You are safe to express your feelings
I (the Higher Self) will not abandon you even if people disagree with her
Your agility, spontaneity, and enthusiasm is much needed by the world.
You are loved for having wants and needs.
Through integrating these messages into her daily life, it appeared that she will be able to make intuitive decisions right on spot, without doubting her ability to make decisions nor needing to wait for others to be on “the same page” as her.
Previously, she may have thought that the reason why she had to “wait” for others is because of her “bad” communication skills, but actually the root of the situation lies in feeling unconditional inner love and safety. When she finally receives that, she would easily be able to make decisions with ease, without having to wait for others, as depicted by the psychic image of an image of a judge hammer.
To assist her even further, Spirit also sent additional healing symbols that can facilitate her in this transformation process. The symbols were that of a dj board, a woman reading on a hammock, and a woman holding a broom. The image of a dj board affirms to her that her spontaneity of decisions is what actually lights up the world. Then the next two images show her that through healing, she will be able to relax deeper with safety in her body without needing to attach to other people’s decisions. The final image shows her that her life will also feel more simple and at ease because now she can “clean up” what she doesn’t like without hesitating on her decisions.
This reading is dedicated to a specific soul in the collective who’s currently going through this journey of transitioning to more peace, wholeness, and a life of ease.
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